The Puzzle of Me

So much inspiration

So little time to spare

So much shame, no regrets

Too much to even bear

Domestication of the interrogated

That we don't even know.

Bestiality 

Tranquility

Forcing yourself to lie

An unknown force

That made you believe

You shouldn't be alive.

Soulless, forgotten

Combusting at the seams

Finally letting go

Of what I couldn't be.

Get inside my head

Read my mind

How much easier would it be?

You strive for independence

While I just want to be free.

The demon I've had inside me

Finally breaking free

Purge me of my broken heart

My iron defenses creating a false image

Of something that isn't me.

Put the puzzle together

Figure it all out.

No mistakes to make

Not even a shred of doubt

Unlock the secrets

Of heaven and hell

Whatever you want to believe

Deny yourself easy access

To the dark reds and the greens

Understanding indefinitely

Intertwining of the souls

Reactions of power

Concentrated emotion

All of this

Perfect hints

To help you understand

To help you put together

The puzzle pieces 

Of exactly what I am

Because your guess

Is just as good as mine.

Regardless, trap that love

Before you let it go

And I'll trap mine

Then this hate will be no more.